Yesterday I probably had the biggest reality check of my life. I realized i don’t try as hard as i should when it comes to certain goals of mine. Like at the beggining of the year told myself i wanna get myself in better shape and lose a little more weight i was good for about two weeks and then i just gave up and tried to half ass things. I also told myself that im going to be more assertive with myself and thats not happening either simply because i gave up. I feel like im just sitting on the sidelines watching everyone achieve their goals and follow their drams and im just watching. Well today thats about to stop im tired of being on the sideline i wanna be in the game. So im gonna go running now. BRB.
